Escapism

 

I knew somewhere in my heart that something like happiness wouldn't continue
But these feelings of liking you won't change  Goodbyeee forever to the fun days�ô
From today, I'm alone  I have to live without your smiling face
Thinking about all about those sad things  I've put a question mark on the meaning of living
ah I wanted to be with you forever so don't leave me behind
ah Forever  Wasn't there from the begining, was it
ah I'm getting scared  I'm walking the answerless road single-mindedly
ah I really loved you
When has it become so easy to cry  I want to laugh  I want to laugh  Next to you
I can't laugh anymore  Painful  Sad  I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness  Quietly  Quietly  I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over  I want to disappear  I want to die  I want to go crazy
Being entrapped everyday by the sweet temptations, drugs, and women  I thought it doesn't matter
With some girl I don't know that I met at a club  I picked my drug and had ectasy sex
ah I name my beloved pet that I have only for tonight
ah Slutty bunny  Shaking your hips up and down just like I thought you would
ah Enchant me  With your rhymical dancing
ah my baby Tonight was a perfect tone
Those days that the two of us followed our whims
Were contrarily not a lie  I told myself
I keep fighting  Between the loneliness and the solitude
The weakling ran away from the reason
When has it become so easy to cry  I want to laugh  I want to laugh  Next to you
I can't laugh anymore  Painful  Sad  I want to see you
If I remember it I embrace sadness  Quietly  Quietly  I fall down
When I realize it, tears are spilling over  I want to disappear  I want to die  I want to go crazy
You said some everyday words to me again  Thank you  Thank you  I love you
At that place that we met  By myself  Only me  Will fall